Kumusta na?

Matagal na rin tayong hindi nagkikita.
Matagal na panahon na rin tayong hindi nag-uusap.
Siguro nakalimutan mo na'ko.
Siguro binura mo na ako sa iyong isipan.
Bakit nga ba?
Ano nga bang nangyari at nagkaganito tayo?
Ang pathetic no, hanggang ngayon hindi ko alam.
Hanggang ngayon iniisip ko pa rin.
Hanggang ngayon apektado ako.
Nakakaasar nga eh, kasi alam ko ikaw,
wala ka nang pakialam.
Sana katulad mo rin ako.
Sana matutuhan ko ring gawin ang mga ginagawa mo.
Ang mga pambabalewala.
Ang mga pagsasawalang-kibo.
Sabihin mo nga sa akin,
Paano ba ang lumimot?

graduation.

first of all i want to congratulate all the graduates for this year.
finally, after all the crummings, cheathings and "extra curicular activities" you guys are finally done with college.
no more excruciating exams.
no more five foot long papers.
no more insane professors.
no more crazy classmates.
but then i also want to say goodluck.
goodluck because your competition are not only those who you graduated within this year but also the ones who graduated years back who still haven't managed to get a decent job.
goodluck to the processing of your papers.
goodluck to your future employers outside our beloved but extremely corrupted country.
may you end up with nice and generous employers who won't abuse you and will pay you on time.
we will miss you.
but you will surely miss us too.
but i also know the one thing you will surely miss the most when you get out of this university.
because from now on
say goodbye to your
allowance.

prisoners of our own history

i am taking PI 100 this summer.
i took it because someone told me that it is better to take PI during the summer because it means less works, less readings, less presentations, less hassles.
i took it because i can.
but then i did not take it because i like it.
i am never a fan of rizal.
never was and never will be.
but it doesn't mean that i don't respect him, i do.
and i do acknowledge his works and the "inspirations" he gave to his fellow heroes.
but then why him?
why worship him?
but then i don't wanna take this problem any further because the last time i raised this issue we debated to death. i don't want to experience that again.
anyway, aside from PI i am also taking up Social Science 2.
now this is a different story.
i enjoy Sosc2 so much.
i love criticizing political systems and the society.
i love thinking about the possible solutions for our own country.
and i was surprised to realize that we can do numerous actions to get ourselves out of this mess.
it's just that we are not that totally sincere to implement them.
because though noble our original intention was, greed always gets in the way of our triumph.
greed.
how i loath this word.
if there's one thing i want to free ourselves with its not pain. because we need pain to feel happiness. for one cannot exist without the other.
i would erase greed in the face of the earth instead.
this way, maybe we could attain the everyday wish of every individual here who still believes in cliches.
World Peace.

it took me a long time

the last i ever entered something on this blog was when i created it.
since then, i never visited my own blog again.
maybe because i am not used of typing my every thought and make it visible on line.
maybe i don't want other people to know my thoughts.
maybe because i have no time to go to the nearest computer shop and add a new post on my blog.
maybe i'm just lazy to create a nother one.
but then i thought, why the hell did i ever created my blog?!
and now i am writing this.
letting you know what happened since my last post.
and now i realized its just the same thing as the last.