it took me a long time

the last i ever entered something on this blog was when i created it.
since then, i never visited my own blog again.
maybe because i am not used of typing my every thought and make it visible on line.
maybe i don't want other people to know my thoughts.
maybe because i have no time to go to the nearest computer shop and add a new post on my blog.
maybe i'm just lazy to create a nother one.
but then i thought, why the hell did i ever created my blog?!
and now i am writing this.
letting you know what happened since my last post.
and now i realized its just the same thing as the last.